Saturday, September 8, 2007

Saturday September 8th

With an another year comes new expectations. Blindly hoping for, finally some answers to questions that have yet to be unraveled. Coming into senior year with raised expectations in accordiance to the behaivor of others briefly clouded the air producing a euphieral haze that left both friends and strangers blurred into one. With late nights, new friends, and broken hearts it is hard to plant both feet firmly on the ground. We live our lives each day with so much passion and craving for every last drop of life that sometimes it is easy to slip, confusing love with comfort, laughter with hurt, and friendship with jealously.

One of my close friends is currently emmersed in a love full of smoke and mirrors. Months of dettachment and forced casualness has left both in a comfortable limbo where they are safe from eachother. One does not owe the other anything and they both don't gamble with their emotions. What does it take to offer yourself, your complete person to someone? Is it complete trust in the other person or is the answer found within self reflection? Is it a strength that only a few lucky people possess. A strength that allows oneself to offer his entity, one's entire being, to another with the understanding that with this vulnerbility comes with a self sacrifice.

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