Today I feel empty. Its hard to describe such a powerful feeling of disappointment. Its as if I woke up to a deserted world, left behind without explanation or reason. Shedding what seemed listless nights of detached conversation left me to face with unavoidable emotions that were seemingly hidden. Late in discovery I find myself alone to pick up the pieces of my last disaster. Always the easy fix, the disarming facade of humor and passion, and somehow I am always the last to know. For once I would like to know the feeling of a happy ending, of someone who knows my thoughts with just a glance into my eyes.
Until then...I slowly become more jaded and rely heavily on pop rocks and gummy bears.
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